Melodies of my Life

clarinetman42 @ 2007-07-10T22:14:00

2007-07-11T03:14:39Z

White gold, Sapphire.

Vincent remember!

clarinetman42 @ 2007-07-01T23:00:00

2007-07-02T04:09:26Z

You know the drill.
I'm going to asterick every number I don't think is 'bad'

1. smoked
2. consumed alcohol
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex (I don't see sleeping with my little sister when I was 3 bad)
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
5. kissed someone of the same sex
6. had sex
7. had someone in your room other than family
8. watched porn
9. bought porn
10. done drugs
TOTAL: 3

1. taken painkillers* (If not exessively)
2. taken someone else's prescription medicine.
3. lied to your parents.
4. lied to a friend.
5. snuck out of the house(Well, I didn't really sneak..)
6. done something illegal.
7. cut yourself.
8. hurt someone
9. wished someone to die.
10. seen someone die.
TOTAL : 6

1. missed curfew.*(Not if it's by a few minutes, a couple times)
2. stayed out all night.
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
4. been to a therapist.*
5. been to rehab.*
6. dyed your hair.*
7. received a ticket.
8. been in an accident.
9. been to a club.
10. been to a bar.
TOTAL: 3

1. been to a wild party.
2. been to a Mardi Gras parade.
3. drank more than four beers in a night.
4. had a spring break in Florida.*
5. sniffed anything.(Sugar doesn't count...does it?)
6. wore black nail polish.
7. wore arm bands.
8. wore t-shirts with band names.*
9. listened to rap.
10. owned a 50 Cent CD.
TOTAL: 1

1. dressed Gothic.
2. dressed prep.
3. dressed punk.
4. dressed grunge.
5. stole something.
6. been too drunk to remember anything.
7. blacked out.
8. fainted.
9. had a crush on a neighbor.
TOTAL: 0 (Unless you count fainting under anestesia, none)

1. snuck into someone else's room.
2. had a crush on your friend.
3. been to a concert.
4. dry-humped someone.
5. been called a slut.
6. called someone a slut.
7. installed speakers in your car.
8. broken a mirror.
9. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house.
10. brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush
TOTAL: 3

1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.
3. cruised the mall.(Cruised? As in, automobile inside mall, cruising?)
4. skipped school.
5. had surgery.
6. had an injury.
7. gone to court.
8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
9. caught something on fire.
10. lied about your age.
TOTAL: 2

1. owned/rented an apartment.*
2. broke the law in the police's presence.
3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf.
4. got in trouble with the police.
5. talked to a stranger.
6. hugged a stranger.
7. kissed a stranger.
8. rode in the car with a stranger.
9. been harassed.
10. been verbally harassed.
TOTAL: 3

1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.
2. stayed online for 5 hours straight.*
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.*
4. watched TV for 5 hours straight.*
5. been to a fair.*(WTF?)
6. been called a bad influence.
7. drink and drive.
8. prank-called someone.
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
10. cheated on a test.
TOTAL: 6

now add your score up:

Grand Total: 27

-If You Have Less Then 10.. write [Im A Goody Good]
-If You Have More Then 10.. write [im still a goody good]
-If You Have more Then 20 ..write [im average]
-If You Have More Then 30.. write [im a bad kid]
-If You have more then 40.. write [im a very bad infuence]
-If You Have more then 50... write [im a horrible person]

Umm....okay. Well, that's what that says..

Thanks to Susi

2007-06-30T00:02:23Z

You Are Catwoman

"Life's a bitch. Now so am I."

What Superheroine Are You?

Brought to you by the letter 'K'

2007-06-29T17:47:19Z

So....things that I like that begin with the letter K

1. Katamari Damacy theme
2. Kingdom Baron-FF4
3. Kilika Theme FF10

That's all I got...

So......I've been dreaming alot lately. I have decided I will start to record my dreams here in the morning...so I don't forget them.

Me and Susi were driving down the rode (Susi was driving...I was in the passenger seat), while it was raining. Now Susi was being a great and cautious driver, but some idiot with a big glowing sign jumped in the middle of the road. The car swerved(?) off the side of the road into some trees. There we noticed there were some flying debris that 'disappeared' We went to examine it, with a few others, and decided that it was some sorta time rip/dimensional tear/random wormhole. So....we decided to go through it! When we went through the 'hole' we came out on the other side. There were trees...but more spread out, alot of leaves on the ground (looked as if it was autumn), no rain, no road, completely different. So, after a while of looking around (I don't really remember much of this part) we ended up with my grandparents and sister. Then the five of us walked down some sorta alley way and I noticed, laying on the ground, a zombie! So I yelled zombie! And pulled a baseball bat-like figure out of nowhere and started beating it up, so did Susi. (These zombies looked like people at my school, just to let you know, it was rather fun to beat some of them up) This happened one more time and we arrived at my grandparents house. In the 'house' (it was more like an apartment) there were 3...evil things in the room. (They had black robes, white gloves and 'faces', maybe masks. And I think they had some type of red wand-ish thing) So, tactically Susi, my sister and I attacked the 'evil things'. They attack the one in the upper left corner, while I attacked the one in the upper right hand corner, to make sure the one in the lower right didn't come up behind us. We prevailed and looked through the apartment for zombie killing weapons. (Now that I think about it, I had a handgun to dispose one of the zombies earlier) We looked through and grabbed some stronger, sharper, and more dangerous weapons. Then..um...that's it. So, I was either in some sorta near future....or an alternate dimension. We'll never know!

Well...I'll start posting again

2007-06-28T05:21:22Z

On the fact that I have nothing to do and 2 people that will actually read this.
Create your own Friend Quiz here Mwahahah! Good luck!

clarinetman42 @ 2006-10-01T02:04:00

2006-10-01T07:25:38Z

I don't know why I'm posting this...it's just another rant...

Read it if you'd like, then you can dismiss it just as easily...

Ahh...sin..what a wonder vice. The pleasure that comes from it can match no other physical or mental activity. Something that lasts for just one second, but feels so great. The forbidden promise that lays beneath it....you do not realize what you have done until it's too late. It seems so easy and great, it feels like you should do it everyday, yet...you only feel comfortable when your alone. Then you do it. Excitement may be what we gain from it, but there are physical and mental troubles for the human body.

The lust of gluttonous physical pleasures. A great corruption in us all. It seems to be a physical problem at first, it's all natures fault. They time after time you realize you can stop it, just like every other base moral we all commit. It seems so hard, yet it should be so easy, doing the right thing for your body and soul. Your mind just doesn't want to stop. Being so easy to commit to a wicked string of acts....it is hard to let go.

Gluttony, the lustful acts to gain physical pleasure. I have always believe the demerits known as Gluttony and Lust could be used interchangeably. They mean the same thing, but why are they both listed as the seven deadly sins? Just so they could make the number 7? I doubt it. I think it's a shame that the human race is so immoral that we have to have 2 sins named after our insatiable appetite for physical or mental gain. We always want a 'high' off of something, be it sex, drugs, alcohol, music, video games, or whatever...we always want a quick emotional high. Can humans really be that ignorant and not be able to see the pleasure of non-sinful acts? Now that I think about it, I really can't think of any good pleasure I can get from a non-sinful act. Practicing music, just another flow to pride and obvious gluttonous actives I most attribute my pleasures to. Can you name one act in life that isn’t sinful? I dare you.

The pride that drives one to greatness at a very high cost. Everyone wants to be at the top, be the best, succeed as number one...for some it just seems that most impossible. We try to attach every seemingly 'good' quality of ourselves and make it seem great. We tell a white lie, edge the truth a bit, just for a moment of happiness. Even without a lie, we still try to make ourselves better than another by doing an act that may out-perform them. Thinking to ourselves, these people really must feel that I am special now, is so great, we don't really care if it's true.

Greed, our basic desire for all sin. We are greedy, we want sin, we want more than we can handle, we want everything we can get our hands on. I attribute this sin as being the worst. Knowing how bad the sin is, and wanting to commit more of your life to it. The abomination of greed makes me think of taking all possible sins and stuffing them into one easy to swallow pill.

The act of anger. A common starting place for most vices in this world. Someone makes you angry, become wrathful…then you become lustful in trying to destroy them, then you take pride in knowing that you are better than them, then increase your ‘winnings’ ten-fold by throwing a bit of greed into there, and making the original anger pretty much useless. Once the chain of sin starts going by the lit flame of wrath, then it whole chain is pretty much a fire flail that will destroy anything in it’s path.

I'll probably write more. On each of the topics mentioned, and others. The 7 deadly sins are great, but I think I'll go into a bit more detail about other things too..

Oh well....

Susi!

2006-09-20T00:35:37Z

Happy Birthday Susi!!!!!! Only one more year until your illegal too me!!!! Oh the exitement!

*cough*

Wow.....that could have been taken seriously wrong manner....but none of my friends would do that.. *sarcasm*

Anyways, have fun with your computer!! Oh, and if you need help, you can use the directions! Or call me, but you wouldn't want to do either of those.

clarinetman42 @ 2006-09-17T18:15:00

2006-09-17T23:15:31Z

Feh...I really am useless..

I know exactly what I should do, but I don't do it...

clarinetman42 @ 2006-09-13T18:38:00

2006-09-13T23:40:22Z

*Frown*

Senpai...I don't trust bit comet any more...

I was doing a full upload of macgyver for a while. Which over time made the first 2 seasons at least 40% and the rest about 10%.

Now I am uploading them one or two at a time. And when it finished uploading, BAMM!!! All the files that werent at 100% went down to zero....Not good at all

Turn ons`

2006-09-11T00:00:17Z

I was watching Macgyver and I realized. Falling from 30,000ft in a car would totallly turn me on.

Just a fact I thought you'd ought to know

clarinetman42 @ 2006-09-06T23:23:00

2006-09-07T04:25:05Z

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

FMA MOVIE AWSOME!!!!

VIC!!!
HAVOC DUDE!!!
WINRY CHIC!!!!

FUNNNNESSS!!!

hyperneesss fun!

(I am the first to post!

clarinetman42 @ 2006-09-05T20:49:00

2006-09-06T01:49:28Z

My phone works yay!

My day

2006-09-01T00:25:30Z

8:30 last night: Went to bed

10:30 Last night to 5am this morning: I was half-awake half asleep dreaming that I was fustrated in the band and I had a really hard time playing my notes. While in my physical state my throat was extremly sore and my stomach wanted to leave....and I was tossing and turning while this was happening. Not very fun.

6am: Woke up, extremly exausted....it felt like I didn't even sleep, I doubt I layed still at all during the night. My previous physical ailments were still present, so I took some medicine told my parents I felt horrible and went back to sleep.

9am: Slowly woke up, didn't have any more dreams and I seem to lay still for a few hours. So with a bit of mental energy in my I got up.

Other events followed, which I won't really go into great detail.

Basically today I have proved my theory: I cannot focus at anything I don't have/like to do. Things to distract me: Pain(generally anywhere in my body, once my nausea stopped, I tried to do my homework but my hand was hurting so it pissed my off and I stopped my homework), thinking of all the work I have to do and not being able to finish it (that really ticks my off....)

Gluttony was my friend today, video games, computer, tv! How fun. I took part in so many sins this morning, and I was even aware when I was doing it. I can be so self-aware of what I am doing, but I can never get myself to fix it. It really sucks.

clarinetman42 @ 2006-08-29T18:42:00

2006-08-29T23:53:35Z

Nothing much to say.....well I guess there is, but I don't feel like elaborating...much.

I have clarinet lessons! Now that I know I really want to get into music, I can actually not whine about taking my parents money! Weeee! Oh, and for my fellow clarinettists klarinet@woodwind.org send an e-mail to that adress and you can subscribe to a clarinet e-mail forum. (You basically get e-mailed all the questions that are being asked and the responses to them, it's pretty cool. And Nerdy. Hehe) There is also a website somewhere....just research 'clarinet on google' I should have taken my clarinet home, cause now I really want to practice ;( Oh well, I will research random things on the internet! Yay!

I think I was going to say something else here....but I got interupted by my gmail!

Ya.....I know, I here...

2006-08-27T02:10:39Z

So, ya, UPDATE! Go capslock.

My head has been hurting, grrrr!

So lately I've been mostly off the computer....and doing homework, and ddr....and reading...and productive things. Actually this post is productive! I was looking at courses that they have at TSU, and since Christy and Susi are both (sorta) going into (or thinking of) similar subjects. So I will post the websites to the class stuff... (I know, such a elaborate word)

http://www.txstate.edu/ Main site
http://www.eaps.us/ "Education Admin and Psychological Services
http://www.finearts.txstate.edu/music/ School of music!
http://www.txstate.edu/philosophy/ Department of Philosophy (I think I might want to get into that.....maybe...)
http://www.finaid.txstate.edu/ Financial Aid...usefull!
https://www.applytexas.org/adappc/commonapp.WBX Scholarship stuff, success is superlative! (random alliteration...hehe)
http://finaid.txstate.edu/scholarships/incomingfreshmenlist.shtml Scholarship stuff on the TSU webpage
http://www.gradcollege.txstate.edu/ -Graduate
http://www.finearts.txstate.edu/music/Program/graduate.html Music graduate stuff
http://www.gradcollege.txstate.edu/03-05GCatalog/deptmusic.html More stuff for School of music
http://www.finearts.txstate.edu/music/Scholarships/Scholarships.html Music scholarships
http://www.ed2go.com/cgi-bin/oic3/newcourses.cgi?name=tomball Online courses for tomball college
http://schedule.nhmccd.edu/tscrs_xml.asp?C1=06&S1=06FA&L7=1&W1=all&T16=1&T102=1&T42=1 Classes for Tomball: It is for Fall 2006 so it will most likely change

Thats all, for now. I will probably put more up soon.

Soon: I put a couple more up. I think all this thinking is making my head hurt...

clarinetman42 @ 2006-08-17T18:57:00

2006-08-18T00:00:04Z

Well, I lost my planner, that I have been using for...1 day.

That just gives me a great outlook on the rest of the year...
Oh...I have a graffiti board....right shit on it

Write on the wall!

School!

2006-08-16T23:36:03Z

Yay!!! Fun school!!!

Homework = Teh sux0rs.

Now I'm actually planning on doing my homework....so please help me stick with it!!! I really want to get good grades this year, and not just almost pass/fail all my classes.....

Just for a bit of procrastination (or a 1 hour break after band practice, whatever you want to call it..) I have uploaded some icons....with some bleach!!!

(I think this is my favorite bleach icon)

OMG!

2006-08-16T00:48:26Z

I found my fanfic (sorta) that I wrote my freshman year. It really isn't a story, more like a whole bunch of people talking after each other...but still, it's amazing what you find when your cleaning (your computer). I think anime has corrupted my C drive....now I must irraticate everything...minus anime.

Now that I think about it, I had more to this fic....not much better, but if I find it...I'll put it up

Pegasus: Welcome to Whose going to be zapped into a playing card by some creepy ancient magic anyways show!

Yugi:o.0

Pegasus: ^^ WEll anyways if you havent seen this show before, and if you havent...you must have been locked up in some ancient artifact for the past 5,000 years *Yami Yugi jumps out of the audience, wityh knife in hand, aiming at the pegasus though, consiquently, there was a newly moven 'giant' spider web above pegasus*

Yugi: NOOOO!!!...if you fall you might hurt pegasus

*Everything stops and Daniell comes in looking like some gothic/evil/devil person*

Daniell:WTF 1s wr0/\/g h3r3??? 3v3ry 7h1ng h3r3 i5 5cr3w3d up!
Translation for non 1337 people: What the heck is wrong here? Everything here is screwed up!

*Daniell turns back too normal*

Daniell: HI ^^!! Well first off Yugi CANT BE GAY! Umm...well at least not with pegasus ^^;;

Vince: Whatever you want majesty *bows*

[Daniell Exits] [Vincent...does nothing] (shackspere parody ^^)

Vince: WTF d0 j00 think j00r doing? ACTION ACTION!!!!

*Christine Starts reciting Romeo n' Juliet...rap style*

ALL: -_-;; STFU!

*Christine plays with vincent (valintine) dolls*

Pegasus: Well anyways *He says staring at his impending doom* If you havent seen the show...these 4....things will make up these totally random prereahersed(???) crap.

Audience: -_-;; *falls over*

Pegasus: WEll whover does the best act or gives me the best time gets some points that dont really matter ^^;; and whoever wins with their imaginary points gets to do sopmethin special with me..

Ryou: w00t w00t!

Pegasus:...*Evil eyes* Whoever looses has to watch and clean up our mess ^^ Well enough with the small talk (2 pages about worthless things) and get on with the good stuff! *gets on his desk and does some black dance thing and Mr.T jumps and shoots at pegasus* YOU FOO!

Pegasus: If I were a girly man i would have screamed like a girl, but since i'm a pure pansy i'd soil my pants!

Ryou: An' cause your gay! Thats somethin to be proud of!!

*Ryou starts a rant with fellow....'Bi's'*

Everyone else: *vampire faces*

Ryou: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! *runs out screaming like a little girl...and soiling his pants*

Well, this all made sense. When I wrote it...

OMG!!!! I almost got a 'AA' on heavy doubles!!!!! Go meh!!! w00t!

Another....odd...dream..

2006-08-15T16:04:05Z

Okay, so me and my family (I think susi was there for part of it) were at some pond that apparently had alligators in it. Fun. So me and Susi decided to tease the alligators, thinking that they wouldn't come out of the water. Then suddenly one snapped at us and flung foreward at us. I decided to punch the alligator out of my way and he bit my arm. (Apparently I was either super strong or the alligator was extremly weak) I swung the gator around, while it was biting my arm to get it off. Once it was off we ran away from the water to my parents, and the gator chased us....fun. So I started to grapple it, I was on top of course...and apparently I read the cheat guide because I knew his weakness was liquid in it's eye. So I spit in its eye. Then I got a coke bottle and started hitting it....and then I made the top come off forcefully which in turn made the soda explode on his eyes. Therefor I was able to throw the gator into the water. Yahoo watashi wa kataze! Then my family is back at our home. (Susi went away I guess....) Something made my sister and mom change forms somehow....and apparently I was made at them....so I threw them out the window. I think my sister was some sorta small croc and my mom was like a small lizard that grew extremly fast. So, my sister got eaten by a giant frog and my mom changed back almost immediatly. I was like, shit! My sister is dead...then I kept asking people if they'd seen stephanie. Everyone said no.

Thats it!

Boy I'm tired... Oh, susi, this icon reminded me of you...and senpai, and almost every other woman I've encountered. But mostly you!

Main Event!

2006-08-15T03:43:10Z

PoT Mui Subbed: Well, I might be a little late on it...but still just in case, it's here

I've been going through and downloading Naruto/Teen Titans icons onto my computer...just for fun ^^"

I went to the Main Event tonight with Susi which was totally awsome, apparently getting virtually shrunk down to the size of an ant and riding in a toy roller coaster isn't one of Susi's turn ons....oh well.

Peace out!

Damn Fuhrer

2006-08-14T07:04:33Z

Damn Fuhrer...he will die...

BY THE HANDS OF 1 MILLION FANGIRLS!

I'm am very serious about this. He said something very not nice in the manga, and just for those words he deserves to die...

Dream!

2006-08-13T23:30:55Z

Okay, I had an odd dream last night...I had to milk cows... Or milk something. It was weird, I just kept on doing it and there was a meter that I had to fill or something. Then I guess it became popular and there was a game made out of it....and I had this gay video game guy help me. (Well, he had a weird lisp and a outward apperance of being homosexual....we didn't do anything in the dream -_-) That was basically it..

Blah...

2006-08-13T22:45:27Z

I had my party yesterday, it was awsome! Yes we played ddr, did random stuff, played with a shotgun, played blitzball(..not really), tried to compose music, went to borders, came back, watched planet of the apes. Then it was me, my room, and a book....so I read....for a while. I was scared for some reason...oh well.

Now I should be cleaning my room...oh well. I will soon I guess.

Birthday Party

2006-08-10T20:33:08Z

Birthday Party on Saturday the 12th. 12pm-10pm. Or something like that. COME!

The power of the llama compels you!

2006-08-10T17:24:58Z

Llama Song! Yay!

Just thought you might want to watch this.

You might want to watch this: Chip n' Dales MMORPG